You know what really annoys me?

Seeing people on the various New England Rainbow groups asking for site information only for the admins of the groups to censor me and not let my post go through... THEN FUCKING POSTING THE SAME EXACT THING I WAS KINDLY AND NICELY SHARING EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE MY WORDS!

WTF?

Gotta take credit for everything you stupid fucks? 

High holys at their finest!

Think they will take credit for anything being said about the shit show going on at the site and the TREMENDOUS amount of DAMAGE that has been done because of them throwing this year gathering?

Every fucking New England group is bitching about how THEY were the ones responsible for this regional and not the others! 

Well then... YOU GOING TO TAKE CREDIT WHEN THE DAMAGE BEING DONE HITS THE MEDIA? 

NO FUCKING WAY!

You will only change your story saying you were not responsible for it!

You seem to only seek recognition for the good things that happen!

When the bad shit happens you created?

You will be the first to run from it as fast as you can and not own up to your actions!

Every one of you are shiesty and shady pathetic losers!

REPAIR THE DAMAGE YOU HAVE NOW CAUSED TO HAPPEN IN OUR ONLY FUCKING NF IN VERMONT! 

Rainbow perverts? Lmfao

Lmfao!

I just saw what looks like some sort of walking group of middle aged and elderly women walking by. They all said hi as they passed by. They seemed pretty focused in their walk. Wonder if they know what awaits them a mile ahead. They were probally going to the dead end and back...

Okay... the ladies walked back by and no matter how bad I wanted to ask them what they thought I did not.

But.. I did not need to. They came by at a slower pace walking all unfocused like their original walk. All I heard was them complaining about what they saw as they came up and walked by and one of the ladies said passing my truck "and when that one guy was holering that at us and cat calling us... all I could think of was PERVERTS!" They all started laughing.

You can't make this shit up.

Good job Rainbow!

You got a group of 7 or 8 ladies thinking you were all perverts up there!

Might even have thought it was a Rainbow Pride event.

Well... after that?

Rainbow is going to be the talk of the town if it already isn't. Ladies got something to now spread and gossip about for awhile!

Guess this is what happens when Rainbow decide to throw a fucking gathering only a couple of miles up the road from a state highway. And to make things worse... people have to drive right past locals fucking homes and a major tourist attraction is only past that. Texas Falls have been getting large ammounts of tourists there this year due to the storms.

So what? Three or four miles to the nearest stores so they can get beer which alot of people are doing. Then Middlebury is only a short drive for their liquor needs...

Guess anyone can plan a Rainbow "gathering" indeed... no brains required!

I guess the modern Vermont gathering is indeed nothing like the couple I went to in the nineties! Kinda makes me sad and a little depressed even to witness what is happening this year here and what is to come...

Always heard nothing but good things about Vermont regionals since I have gone. Guess we wait and see the outcome of this one...

Yet ANOTHER rainbow thief!

Well... yesterday... I kindly gave a ride to a barefooted rainbow sister who passed my camp and was walking the miles to the FS shitters... only to be repayed by her swiping my fucking bag of ganja that was in my console!

Makes me want to stop trying to be kind to people...

Bet she went back to camp feeling like a goddess that will be worshipped back at her camp for having ganja to smoke!

Of course I will not say anything or confront her because I will just be ganged up on by the new Rainbow gangs that seem to control the parking lots lately!

Welcome the fuck home!

Are gatherings even Rainbow anymore?

Vermont gathering has become an environmentally damaging shit show

 Wow!

So now the North East Rainbow Gathering (NERG) Facebook group decides who and what they want people to post on their group?

Another fucking Rainbow dictatorship that only proves that Rainbow IS a fucking organization, with leaders and members, that is nothing like what Rainbow truly is and should be!

I removed this part of my post because I don't want to shit on other Vermonsters AND fellow Rainbow brother and sisters even if they CHOOSE to disrespect me and treat me Iike shit!

I truly love my fellow Vermonsters... even the peice of shit ones!

I choose to not be like them though... and THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE!

NERG, NERF, FERN and NEMF... get off of your power trips and almighty fucking egos and quit being responsible for the current destruction of Rainbow and our gatherings! 

Can't you all fucking get along?

What new NE Rainbow group will someone create next to stoke their egos and power trips over others?

You too NERF!

You should be ashamed Jane! 

And to think I had the upmost respect for you and your visions... 

Control your members of NERF and their parking kitchen with the drug dealing festival/party that could care less about our land and the damage being done huh?

People wonder why I say the things I do?

 I am often asked by others why I have such a love and hate relationship when it comes to Rainbow and the gatherings.

It all started years ago. You can pretty much see when it started happening just with what I write or say and when it shifted.

Every time I will try to contribute to seed camp, kitchen's, clean up, or just the gathering in general... it has always seemed like I have only been good for what material items I might have to contribute or I am given any demenial hard manual labor that needs to be done that the fat cat high hollies don't contribute to themselves.

They seem to like to sit around directing and telling others what needs to be done and how to do it without even lifting a finger themselves. They always throw in your face that they are "founders" or "focalizers" or run a kitchen. If they were not there telling people what to do... they were often running around the gatherings trying to find the other fucking high holys to reminisce about their past gatherings and good times. Or... are running around telling people how to fucking do things and what not to do around the gatherings.

After shit gets done they gather up only their friends and sit down and praise one another for other people's work. And share any goodies or kickdowns they might have, amongst themselves, while ignoring kind brothers and sisters who worked their asses off and most of the time don't even thank them.

I noticed that the scouts, focalizers, seed campers, facebook "admins", a lot of kitchen's, and some camps have one big fucking thing in common and always have. They truthfully mostly do what they do because they want attention, recognition, ego boosts, power over others, rewards from others, and the only fucking say on things and how they work and happen. They give with the intention of wanting something in return...

They are always select groups that hardly let anyone be a part of what they are doing unless they have something they need or want... then usually kick those people aside afterwards. I have seen that constantly happen to many people over the years.

1. Scouts

They usually never allow anyone to participate unless they are friends or know them. Half of the time no one in the know will even share with people who these supposed scouts are if they even exist sometimes. If people get together and scout on their own they get ignored, their opinions mean nothing, and if they happen to find something... the scouts will push them aside and claim it was their find and idea so they can further boost their high holy egos and make the true Heirarchy that exists happy. Many rewards await them. When seed camp comes and the gathering starts they are blissed out not doing anything usually because they did their "work". Quite the attention whores afterwards definitely making sure that everyone knows their fake Rainbow names, that they were scouts and the gathering site was "theirs", and that everyone needs to worship their high holy asses.

2. Focalizers

Those motherfuckers think they are the cream of the fucking crop of Rainbow who's shit never stinks. If anything... they seem to be the biggest attention whores out of them all. TAKE EVERYTHING I SAID ABOVE ABOUT SCOUTS, add focalizer instead, AND TRIPLE IT... They feel they have the power and control over others because they and their friends know where the gathering will be and you don't. You will constanttly see a focalizer out in the wild yelling at anyone that will listen "Look at me! Look at me! I'm a focalizer! I know where the gathering is and you don't!"... as if anyone fucking cares! Let them boost their egos and have all the limelight they want! Their limelight is not bright at all just like most of them! Pretty much all I need to say about them

3. Seed campers

Seed campers are a unique breed. They participate and usually work a lot through out the gatherings and clean up. Much respect! BUT... alot of them are in it for the ego and ability to boast about what they do. Part of me wants to respect that because it feels they have definitely earned that respect for what they do. BUT... they themselves seem to form little groups and have no problem using newbies for the labor then kicking them aside with out a second thought. Some... but not all.

There are a lot of seed campers that are always there that never contribute labor and people often fail to realize that it is some of these people that are the back bones of seed camp. A lot of then are disabled and unable to contribute manual labor. They contribute in other ways such as support, kitchen, supplies, finances, and just fucking much needed emotional support!

I often tell "newbies" I meet that if they want the true full Rainbow experience of a life time... to find a solid seed camp crew AHEAD of the gathering they choose, introduce yourself, BE YOURSELF, and offer the full help to them by giving with intention of nothing in return. Find your own return in your head and value the experience, lesson of life, and internal rewards that I am sure you will get. And when you do show up make sure YOU have EVERYTHING you might NEED with you as if you were planning on camping in the woods alone. You never know what might happen. Kitchen's vehicles break down. Sudden unexpected things come up. If everyone that goes has what they they need themselves... when they do get together the sharing and caring happens. NO ONE is out there to be your mommy or daddy either.

4. Facebook Admins

MOST of these people are the biggest fucking hypocrites on power trips that Rainbow has to offer and are one of the main contributors to destroying Rainbow!

They are all together in showing the true fucking fallacy of "Rainbow has no leaders" and "Rainbow is not an organization" "Rainbow has no members" bullshit!

THE GOOD OLE DAYS of Rainbow online used to be a sort of wild wild west where anything goes. Gone are the days of AGRo which was truly fucking an amazing feed. People could say whatever the fuck they wanted and if others wanted to respond they chose to and if not they would not. Threads would surely get heated! I used to piss so many people off, by posting under Poorphucker, especially with my rants about what sister circles had become and were becoming. Now look back mother fuckers and remember what I had said! The fucking Mafiosa Heirarchy is alive and well and in full fucking control. NO DENYING IT.

AND... there was no MEMBERSHIP to Rainbow back then!

Then other new "groups" started up like yahoo and MSN and a popular one that I forget. People would create to find and gather others for being together online, figuring things out, and was quite an amazing purpose for that and socializing back then. And people actually had to somewhat work and try to put these groups together on computers. I think people did a lot of copy and pasting back then to make it work. Not like today where anyone with an email can so it on Facebook without work.

But the fact that EVERYONE has to JOIN those Rainbow groups and are then bona-fide MEMBERS of Rainbow.

No shit huh?

Then along came the Great Rainbow Facebook Gold rush of '04. People seeking attention and an ego boost flocked to facebook to form the various Rainbow Facebook groups we now have today! AND many more created all of the regional groups. Everyone were foaming at the mouth over the Facebook gold that would make them rich by being the first to do it and all the recognition and credit of being the ones that did it. There was no money to be made but the became rich in power over others! Some people eat that shit up.

Once again... ANYONE who was a member of Facebook could become a MEMBER of Rainbow by simply hitting the JOIN button still there today! WELCOME TO YOUR MEMBERSHIP IN RAINBOW!!!

No shit huh?

Along with these groups came the technology that only gets better. Admins found they could set the groups to private! Now their power grows... they become defacto LEADERS of Rainbow that now can CHOOSE who they want to JOIN Rainbow only with their APPROVAL! Then thier power grows even more when they realize THEY HAVE FULL CONTROL over their MEMBERS and what they or do. In comes MASS CENSORSHIP under their control! If they don't like what you say they remove it as they see fit.

Then the most power trip of all things is next... They can BAN you and your MEMBERSHIP to RAINBOW also as they see fit. All these admin get together and pretty much hold closed door kangaroo councels and dictate what Rainbow should be according to them and who can be a part of the Heirarchy.

And you try to tell me these fuckers are not MEMBERS of Rainbow that ARE Rainbow's LEADERS!

I don't even get me started on the aspect of the up and rising Zoom "circles" and "councels" that are creating a newer generation of Rainbow that are truly fucking too lazy to go out and meet on the land which has ALWAYS been a tradition with good meaning.

MOST of you admin are a true fucking disgrace to the name of Rainbow and you ALL of you are RESPONSIBLE for the CURRENT destruction of Rainbow, it's people, and the gatherings!!! If you ever come across me on the land some day? STAY the fuck AWAY from me as I have no interest in meeting ANY fucking one of you! If you do... I'll know you are looking for nothing but trouble!

IF the federal government wanted to take Rainbow to court now a days... we could be up against a battle we might not be able to win with all the fucking technical legal precedents these fucking Rainbow Admin Leaders and Members have set! Thank you Facebook...

Fuck you admins!!!

5. Kitchen's

Where to start with that?

Alot of the same ego and high holy attention whores as the rest above. A good amount of them are only doing it for that exact reason. A lot of the "founders" don't do shit except organize, take donations and kick downs, and tell others what to do... IF they are not running around the gatherings making sure that EVERYONE know their fake Rainbow names and that are the "founder" and run so and so kitchen.

You can often find the "founder" sitting off from the kitchen like some royalty vip member in their vip section with friends doing absolutely nothing that involves actual work.

Along with the kitchen comes vast amounts of power. MAGIC HAT FUNDS that there are no accountabilities for other than their word... wink wink. Then there is what they get from supply and first dibs on. I don't know how many fucking kitchen's I have seen get dank ass grub to share only to keep it internal within the kitchen as if they are better than everyone else. No accountability to anyone except with their word... wink wink. So many kitchen's often are truly two different kitchen's in one. SCHWAG food to the "public" and DANK food for the kitchen, their friends, and anyone on a whim that they feel they wanna suck up to in the Rainbow Heirarchy...

All this dank food usually comes in from donations, supply, or Magic Hat funds without ever seeing the people the intentions of it all were meant for.

All these people mentioned DO NOT give with the intention of nothing in return. If they are not after power and control, recognition and attention, or fat kick downs... they are becoming rare at gatherings. That IS their return and why they do it now. I don't know how many times that someone that runs a fucking kitchen has come up to me, or others, outside of Rainbow and the land and wanted something from us or something we had...

If you tell them NO! They throw a high holy Rainbow temper tantrum and before you can even say another word... you usually get "I fucking fed you at the gatherings!" OR "YOUR NOT WELCOME AT MY KITCHEN NOW!" and God who knows what else. I always used to flog to survive in my various travels and on the streets. Who knows what I might of had when I meet them. Mostly kind buds. I remember way back at my second Ocala gathering in the early 90's. Me and my ex blew through Texas and went to my peyote spot and brought 100's of buttons.

I was so surprised at how many people had never seen them and was only a year into Rainbow by then... So we made tea for as many people as we could. A kitchen came up to ask me for a kick down of actual buttons instead of tea which I denied. Well... I got my first dose of how kitchen's can truly act. Didn't need their food anyways!

There ARE many good kitchen's that pop up now and then and bad ones leave and alot of good people that often help run said kitchen's and put up with the idiots who run them that deserve credit...

Any kitchen that reads this... don't have a hissy fit or get your panties in a wad. I will never eat at Rainbow kitchens or yours. I come prepared. Ain't gonna have any of you mother fuckers dose my food in retribution or poison people... which is a serious accusation online recently that involved a certain kitchen and someone they hated at a gathering.  That is truly fucked up! Enjoy the kitchens kids!

6. Camps

Camps are the backbone of the gatherings and are the shit. Isn't that why people truly come to at Rainbow gatherings? To socialize, meet people you have things in common with, and camp with them?

Of course there are Camps out there that fall under everything above. Hell... nic@nite is ran by a person that runs it like a OMC without motor cycles. There have been sexual assaults, they hand out addictive substances (even to minors) to have control over others, and it is run with a thug mentality! This shows there are accepted Camps for anything and everything... the good and the bad and accepted within the Rainbow Heirarchy! 

It is up to you to find a camp that suits what you are there for and the people you want to be around. Make some friends for life! There are so many established camps with some of the most beautiful and kindest people you will ever meet at a gathering. Don't trust everyone willy nilly though....

Last but not least...

7. Clean up crew.

Let's put it this way.

I can not say a single bad or negative thing about these people!


When I first was introduced to various clean up crews around the country I was amazed at just how many new people that I had not met or seen. Turns out a lot of them were not even at the gatherings. They had planned their time accordingly to show up when the gatherings end and are there for two weeks to do just that... clean up.

These motherfuckers don't fuck around. My out of shape ass could never keep up.

Hard work all day and very kind nights amongst people that truly care. They ARE what my true concept of Rainbow is in my eyes. I can only speak for me.

Sorry for the long speel...

I dedicate this to all the free time I have being back home and enjoying the GMNF again. That and the Vermont focalizers/kitchen that "sponsered" this year's regional who decided to disrespect and try to shit on a person they have never met and did nothing to deserve such "bullshit". Left with a giant brainfart on what I was going to do and contribute and instead... get to think and ponder and write shit like this! I have no faith in you folk but always will for Rainbow even if that is slowly leaving....

Northeast Rainbow Family (NERF) should be ashamed of themselves!

Well... it appears the Northeast Rainbow Family (NERF) have taken this year's Vermont Regional Gathering to a whole new level and are turning the gathering into a bus village parking lot scene with a HEAVY vibe on alcohol apparently being the focus right now and this year... before the gathering even starts!

When we first arived there was beer a plenty with more beer runs being made. 

Yesterday, in town at the Hannafords, a car full of people having a yelling and screaming match with each other, while there, were loading up their car with cases of PBR. Guess you already know that... YES they showed up onsite shorty afterwards!

Not to mention all the vehicles flying by our camp on the forest service road using excessive speed!

Way to respect Vermont and the locals Northeast Rainbow Family (NERF)!

Hope you are truly proud of yourselves!!!

And people like to harsh on me for saying that Rainbow IS slowly decaying and dying?

PPPFFFFFTTTTTTT!

Rainbow Gathering 2.0 PSA

Anyone that does not like this blog or my words?

FUCK YOU AND THE HIGH HOLY FUCKING HORSE YOU RIDE ON!

DON'T GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO COME HERE AND CHOOSE TO READ WHAT I SAY IF YOU DON'T CARE FOR IT!

NO ONE fucking invited you here...

QUIT sending me fucking emails with all of your worthless threats and your own negative words!

I GET IT!

All you do is show me just how dead on RIGHT I am on what I speak of...

If I show up at a gathering you are are going to fuck me up and pocket check me?

Sounds fun!

You are going to flatten my tires, bust out my windows, and take my shit?

Go ahead... nothing but material values that can be replaced!

Going to kill Love Dawg?

Pretty fucking schwag thing to even think of or say... especially from people who claim to be Rainbow! 

Going to gather up a Gang mob and forcefully remove me from the gathering in our National Forest because I'm not welcome because you say so?

Have at it an reap what you sow when you get charged with federal kidnapping charges, assault, and whatever else... maybe much worse!. Guess you'll have some time to sit in jail and ponder if you made the right decision by ruining your life and ability to travel freely when you sit in your steel and concrete box!

Have the fuck at it!

YOUR FAKE RAINBOW NAMES WON'T HIDE YOU LONG!

But know that I truly don't give a fuck!

Not about YOUR words or you!

I am SO used to being hated on by fake Rainbow people that truly do not know me, know nothing about me, and never will.

Worst case scenario a grudge will be carried for many years... and a day will come when you least expect it... that..........

All you are doing with you threats and wanna be intimidation is making Rainbow look worse and adding more fuel to the fire of my agroness and what I say on here in the future! 

Mighty fucking Rainbow of all you losers... even threatening to kill an innocent dog over my words?

Sure shows your true RAINBOW colors intensely!  

Welcome the fuck home...

Why do so many Rainbow feel they must steal from others?

I truly can not understand why so many Rainbow feel they must steal from others. 

Whether it is like what happened to me at the National Gathering last year in Colorado with my camp, shop lifting from establishments, or flat out stealing from you right in front of your face acting as if nothing happened. 

When I first arrived to check on who was already at the site selection here in Vermont I met a group of people. Introductions went well other than one particular kid. This kid was the first to start hitting me up for anything and everything. "Got tobacco? Got ganja? Got beer?" Of course I say yes and bust out a full can of American Spirit that I brought to share. Let him roll a cigarette. He then asks to fill his tin which I agreed to. 

I truly do not believe in the way the Vermont focalizers and kitchen chose to go against the Rainbow tradition of not releasing site info until the last minute when seed camp is there to set up. So I ended up setting my camp at least a mile down the road at a nice site where two creeks meet. I often stay here for two weeks in my rotation of staying here in the forest and Love Dawg has all the fresh clean water she could want at her need.

The next morning this kid showed up at my camp with his dog first thing in the morning. Kid wanted more tobacco and to get puffed out again which I kindly give again and do. I walked over to untangle Love Dawg from a root that her tether was wrapped around. As soon as I was doing this I see the kid grab my can of tobbaco, grab a huge scoop, and put it in his shirt pocket. He put the can back as quick as possible thinking I did not see.

Maybe I should have said something right then and there but I chose not to. I just ignored that it happened and sat back down because I already know from past experiences that confronting Rainbow over such things only gets met with the lies and denial of doing it and the possibility of a fight or violence. Or they feel they must go around bad mouthing you to anyone and everyone that will listen.

He then says he is going to go to Hancock to "spange the locals and do bum shit" to get something to eat because they have no food up there. I try to explain to him that Hancock is quite small and that he really should not be blowing the place up and was met with the standard reply of "I don't give a fuck!". So I talked the kid into giving him a ride to Middlebury so he could get some food and not be such a heat score. The whole way he is talking about how he is going to bring back food for everyone at his camp and how hard-core of a Rainbow he is.

30 minutes later he returns to my car with Mc Donald's and of course beer. On the way back he eats a Big Mac, fries, and a 20 piece chicken nuggets then throws the trash on my floorboard. So much for all the hype on how they were going to bring back food for everyone! Hannaford's is right next door to Mc Donalds and he could have indeed got everyone food other than McD's and beer for himself only. Typical...

Anyways he keeps coming back wanting to get stoned and such. The first day he asked to charge his phone in my car and I told him I had a battery pack but did not have an apple phone cord but he had one. Charged and left.

The next day he comes again and asks to use the battery for his android but didn't have a C cord. So I let him use my battery and extra C cord. We sit and puff and talk about the gatherings. 

I ask him why they were here so early when seed camp is over a week away. The kid replies that they ARE seed camp. So I simply ask him what they were doing up there for seed camp. He responded "Nothing, because there were no supplies..." I pretty much pointed out that THAT was not seed camp if he was not there to seed and work and just hang out and drink beer and holler at locals that drove by. 

The kid got completely agro on me and told me to stfu and that I has no clue what I was talking about and how he was a "true" hard-core Rainbow for ten years and that if it were not for people like him that Rainbow gatherings would not happen.

I did not like his becoming agro and having an aggressive attitude towards me and POLITELY asked him to leave cause I had shit to do. So... the kid gets up and unplugged his phone and put his phone and my cord in his pocket and walked off. Honestly... I was pretty stoned and did not realize he took my cord until after he left. FUCK! I decided to let it slide just like his tobacco thievery.

About an hour later he comes walking by my camp towards town with his pack on and his dog and stops and asks if I can give him a ride to town again so he could try getting to Burlington and make some money. Said the people at camp were assholes and not give him a ride.

I flat out told him to beat fucking feet and kick rocks and that I hoped he had a pleasant walk. He just gave me that typical Rainbow stink eye and headed off down the road without a response.

I felt bad for his pup. A beautiful young pup who was skin and bones... obviously NOT taken care of.

This kid was your typical Rainbow type that some Rainbow consider a "drainbow". I hate that word because hi holy Rainbows use it constantly to describe people they don't care for but I know that even some people that have absolutely nothing material to contribute DO contribute in other ways. But... this kid would be the prime example of a "drainbow" if there was one.

Typical Rainbow traveller who wears extremely dirty clothes barely held together with patches that they thinks makes them look cool and stand out. The type of clothes they refuse to wash because they would fall apart. Doesn't even hang them up to "air wash" and air out. They smelled of nothing but stale beer, urine, and that disgusting smell that I compare to the smell that comes out of a bicycle tire tube when let out but stronger. 

So... I have already had about a third of my $100 can of Spirit stolen and a fucking phone cord I really need.

FUCK... I would gladly have helped them out if they had only just fucking asked me. 

I fucking hate thieves! 

Especially the ones that do it right in front of you because they think they can and that most people wont notice or say something over something minor items...

Stealing is fucking stealing... no matter how small it might be!

WELOME THE FUCK HOME VERMONT!